tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-52366189916485545292024-03-13T19:47:44.001+03:00söylemek istemediklerims---http://www.blogger.com/profile/07172831432948817427noreply@blogger.comBlogger65125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5236618991648554529.post-21082757234276693392016-12-05T17:00:00.003+03:002016-12-05T17:00:50.496+03:00altmışbeş"Hayat havada asılı kalmış bir martı boku gibi duruvermişti."s---http://www.blogger.com/profile/07172831432948817427noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5236618991648554529.post-50099364267464180122016-09-06T00:11:00.004+03:002016-09-06T00:11:38.380+03:00altmışdört<br />
Samimi olduğumuz yerlerden kırılıyoruz en çok.<br />
Tuz buz oluyoruz.s---http://www.blogger.com/profile/07172831432948817427noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5236618991648554529.post-76138165826111813672016-08-09T22:32:00.000+03:002016-08-09T22:32:33.776+03:00altmışüç<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">
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<br />s---http://www.blogger.com/profile/07172831432948817427noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5236618991648554529.post-86607134627423300102016-08-08T23:07:00.000+03:002016-08-08T23:07:29.797+03:00altmışikiBurada altmış ikiden tavşan yapmayı, başımdan geçen komik olayları ya da gördüğüm action dolu rüyaları anlatmayı çok isterdim.<br />
Artık rüya göremiyorum.<br />
Başımdan komik olaylar geçmiyor.<br />
Altmış ikiden tavşan yapabiliyorum. Ama bu hiç bir işe yaramıyor.<br />
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Şu an düşündüğüm tek şey var: Sanırım hayatımın bu dönemi film olsa, soundtracki bu şarkı olurdu.<br />
Hüzünlü. <br />
Umutsuz.<br />
Kızgın.<br />
Kırgın.<br />
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<br />s---http://www.blogger.com/profile/07172831432948817427noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5236618991648554529.post-7524624690382892082016-07-11T21:47:00.000+03:002016-07-11T21:47:14.276+03:00altmışbirSaat sabahın dört buçuğu. Herkes uykuda. Ben hariç. Hayat hala beni ne tarafa sürüklemek istediğine karar veremedi. Özlediğim hisler ve kokular var. Unutmak istediğim şeyler. Sabahlara kadar içmek istiyorum. Her şey bir nokta kadar önemsiz olana kadar.s---http://www.blogger.com/profile/07172831432948817427noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5236618991648554529.post-40076392491710163812016-05-02T22:41:00.000+03:002016-05-02T22:41:25.794+03:00altmış<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">
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<br />s---http://www.blogger.com/profile/07172831432948817427noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5236618991648554529.post-5757030686061023522016-03-22T00:28:00.003+02:002016-03-22T00:28:44.288+02:00ellisekiz<div style="text-align: justify;">
Burayı ilk açtığımda çok zayıf hissettiğim bir dönemde içimi dökmüştüm. Bütün ümitsizliğimi, kırgınlığımı, kızgınlığımı, mutsuzluğumu, karamsarlığımı. Sonra birgün, bunların büyük bir kısmını aştığımı düşünerek baştan sona herşeyi sildim. O zayıf dönemin üstüne koca bir perde çekebileceğimi düşünerek yeni ve daha güzel şeylerden bahsetmek istedim. Adını değiştirmedim ki inadına o zamanları ve katettiğim aşamaları hatırlayıp en ufak bir güçsüzlük hissettiğimde tekrar ayağa kalkabileyim. Ama yapamıyorum. Bir süredir yapamıyorum ve artık bunu kendime itiraf etmeye karar verdim. Evet hayat devam ediyor. Ama ben ona yetişmek, eşlik etmek istemiyorum. Tekrar perdelerimi çektim. Bu kez odamın perdelerini. Normalde neredeyse pencerenin yarısından içeri sızan aydınlık odama sızmasın diye iki tarafından sıkı sıkı tutturdum. Ne kadar sürecek bilmiyorum. Ama bir süreliğine o en başta bahsettiğim yorgan altı cenin pozisyonuma geçeceğim. Yeniden doğayım ve bütün perdelerimi yeniden açabileyim diye.</div>
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Yaklaşık yirmi gündür, yirmi iki senedir hayatımı geçirdiğim
odayı hatta evi geride bırakıp şehrin bir ucundan başka bir ucuna taşınmış ve
alışmaya çalışmış bulunmaktayım. Bulunmaktayız. Taşındık. Bir anda edindiğim
kıdemli koli uzmanlığımla şunu söyleyebilirim ki sevseniz de sevmeseniz de
yirmi iki seneyi kolilemek hiç kolay bir iş değil. Bir de kolileri boşaltmak
kısmı var ki o konuya girmeyi hiç düşünmüyorum. </div>
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Uyuyamıyorum. Yatağım, yastıklarım ve kurbi ile x, y ve hatta z
koordinatlarinda mümkün olabilecek bütün açılari denedim. Yine de
uyuyamıyorum. Biraz huzursuz hissediyorum. 9 günlük tatil görünümlü
zaman sürecinin son saatleri olduğundan mi gündüz içtiğim bedava
kahvelerden mi kendime ayıramadığım zamanlardan mı kaynaklı bilmiyorum.
Zamanın hem ışık hızında hem kaplumbağa hızında olmasını
anlayamadığımdan mı neredeyim ne yapıyorum nasıl yapıyorum sorularına
bilmediğim ama istemediğim cevapları veremediğimden mi bilmiyorum. Neden
böyle uzun ve romantik ve karmaşık cümleler kuruyorum bilmiyorum.
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Yanlış kararlar almada üzerime kimse yok sanırım. Sonuncusunu da iş değişimi ile kanlı canlı tecrübe etmiş bulundum maalesef çocuklar. Kariyer ya da bireysel gelişim adına hiç bir ilerleme katetmiyorum, edemiyorum. Hatta geriye sarıyorum, çünkü işte günboyu yaptığım işler şöyle: haberleri taramak, linkedin, goodreads, mail hesaplarımı kontrol etmek, tekrar haberleri okumak, playtusuna hızlıca göz atmak, bunlardan arta kalan zamanlarımda da ne olduğu anlaşılmayan (güncel mi değil mi editlendi mi kaldırıldı mı bilinmeyen) birtakım döküman çöpüne göz atmak. Ayrıca asosyallikten ölücem. Ve bütün bunların can sıkıcılığından hiç bahsetmiyorum bile. Kendimi sürekli geçmiş ihtimaller, elden kaçmış seçenekleri düşünürken buluyorum. Tam bir Mr. Nobody'yim adeta. Düşünmekten kurtulamıyorum çocuklar. Eski işimden ayrılmasaydım, müdürle yeni bir projeye başlayacaktım ve o sinirimi bozan aptal işe daha az ağırlık verecektim muhtemelen. Ya da en başından bana orada gizliden teklif edilen projedeki düşüncemi çekimser göstermek yerine korkmadan kabul etseydim. Bir insan iş değiştirdikten sonraki ay eski işyeri çalışanlarına yüzde onbeşe varan zam+yeni yıl zammı yapabilir mi çocuklar? Bu ihtimal kaç sizce? Peki benim bu ihtimale dahil olma ihtimalim? Fuck it! Neyse ki şimdiki işimde mutlu olduğum nadir anlardan birisi aybaşları. Bir de 1.5 saat erken biten mesai. Yine de düşünmeden edemiyorum. Orada olsaydım paşalar gibi 14 iş günü yıllık iznimi hak etmiş olacaktım!! <span style="font-size: x-small;">WHATEVER.</span> Buradaki müdürüm anlayışlı çıktı da iki güncük izinle <a href="http://senlik.tug.tubitak.gov.tr/" target="_blank">şöyle</a> tatlış bir aktiviteye katılıp mini bir tatil yapabildim</div>
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Ritmik alkış sesine benzeyen elektronik müzik tempomsu şey bile sevimli geliyor çocuklar. Evet ne dediğimi ben de anlamadım. s---http://www.blogger.com/profile/07172831432948817427noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5236618991648554529.post-13377189377030362272015-09-06T20:24:00.001+03:002015-09-06T20:24:16.391+03:00kırkyediPlanlarım var. Ama çabalayacak enerjim yok çocuklar. Sanki bir ruhemici gelmiş de kulağımdan, gözümden hüp diye bütün enerjimi çekmiş gitmiş gibi. Öyle bir yorgunluk. Hem fiziksel, hem ruhsal.<br />
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O zaman hergün bir yeni Görkem Han Jr. şarkısı günleri başlasın!<br />
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Uzun zamandır buralara gelip birşeyler anlatmak istiyorum. Ama hem neyi, nasıl anlatacağımı bilemiyorum, hem de başka sebeplerden dolayı zamanım kalmıyor, fırsat bulamıyorum çocuklar. Belki de bahane buluyorum. <span style="font-size: x-small;">WHATEVER. <span style="font-size: small;">Eski işimdeyken yaşamaya nasıl zaman buluyordum acaba? <span style="font-size: x-small;">WHATEVER. <span style="font-size: small;">Zihnim karışık. Dolu. Aslında dolu değil. Emin değilim. Yazmak için yazdığım çok belli oluyor mu?</span></span></span></span><br />
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<span style="font-size: x-small;"><span style="font-size: small;">Sanırım bugün beni buraya önceki postumda hunharca harcadığım Ferit Edgü <a href="http://soylemekistemediklerim.blogspot.com.tr/2015/08/krkbes.html" target="_blank">alıntı</a>sı getirdi. Kendimi koskoca kitabı sallamayıp, adeta bir kenara fırlatıp, içinden en alakasız cümleyi cımbızla seçip aşk acısı çeken bir ergenvari şeklinde yazmış gibi hissettim. Durumun hiç de öyle olmadığını belirtmezsem bu gece uyuyamayacaktım herhalde. </span></span><br />
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<span style="font-size: x-small;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">*Uyku ne güzel bir şey. </span></span></span><br />
<br />s---http://www.blogger.com/profile/07172831432948817427noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5236618991648554529.post-54251880342066917202015-08-30T00:32:00.000+03:002015-08-30T00:32:14.438+03:00kırkbeş"Söyler misiniz, her öyküyü ille de bitirmek mi gerek?"s---http://www.blogger.com/profile/07172831432948817427noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5236618991648554529.post-8318477878806533962015-08-29T23:55:00.001+03:002015-08-29T23:55:56.970+03:00kırkdört<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">
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<span style="font-size: xx-small;">Then fall so low</span></div>
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<br />s---http://www.blogger.com/profile/07172831432948817427noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5236618991648554529.post-54092768635819950782015-05-09T23:35:00.001+03:002015-09-02T21:41:24.684+03:00kırkbir"Birçok ırk evrenin bir tür tanrı tarafından yaratıldığına inanıyordu, ancak Viltvodle Altı'nın Jatravartid halkı, aslında tüm evrenin, adına Haşlanmış Büyük Yeşil denilen bir varlığın hapşırması sonucu burnundan etrafa saçıldığına inanıyordu.<br />
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Sürekli olarak, Büyük Beyaz Mendilin Ortaya Çıkışı diye adlandırdıkları bir dönemin korkusu içinde yaşayan Jartravartidler, her biri elliden fazla kola sahip olan ufak tefek mavi yaratıklar olup bu yüzden tarihte tekerlekten önce sprey deodorantı keşfeden ilk ırktı."s---http://www.blogger.com/profile/07172831432948817427noreply@blogger.com0